Trained to school alone today as Vivian overslept.
As per normal , one word for school. BORED. :/
Was damn headache the whole day. During break time , went tp with Dickson , Dianwei , field & pearson.
He went to deliver things then back to school.
Ate lunch @ canteen then back to class.
Dismiss @ 5pm. Then went down to bugis to meet xinyi , Peiling sweetie & jocelyn.
Had been so long didn't have fun with sisters like this already. ^^
Had our dinner @ pasta mania. Jokes around , chit chat.
After eating , baby called me. Had a chat with him. ♥
Shop and slack around. And I bought myself a clothes. ♥ ^^ Happy (:
Trained home @ 8plus. :D

You are the only guy that make me think of future. My love for you is really true.
Went jp slack with sisters while waiting for baby.
He went shopping with his mum to buy his clothes and shoes.
When baby reach home , we went to his house. Then went for BBQ.
Alots of people down there , lazy to list out. :/
We Eat & drank whiskey down there. ♥
I love to be with baby. Whenever i am with him , I am really happy. (:
I never regret to be with him , wo ai ni. ♥
Around 10plus , baby cab us home. :D

I just wish baby can don't think so much. I won't disappoint him.
The only thing i want him to do is trust me. And now , this is the only thing he can do.
I just wish , there is no secret between us. I love you baby. ♥
Went school with vivian , she waited for me outside my house stair.
Trained down to school. While in the train , baby call me chat awhile. 
Happy to receive his call but kinda sad that the first call he made is to his friend , not me.
Reached boon keng , went to bought Mac to class for our breakfast. (:
Was damn bored and headache in class.
And next Friday is already test. I still didn't know anything and haven even bought the book. Sure die.
School ended , went to block to slack with vivian awhile then went home.
Reached home , after preparing bused down to baby house with xinyi.
Slack @ baby house , after awhile Jinjeat Dii and Darren came.
Around 6plus bused down to bowl had our dinner and play pool. (:
Cab home @ 10pm. :D

Baby phone spoil , can't text with him again ! ):
Didn't get to meet him today , and I miss him so much lah !! ):
As per normal , went school with Vivian.
Just didn't go for a few lesson of pe jiu kena warning letter. -.-
So be good girl today , I did went for pe. (: but didn't play. :3
During break time , went to balestier mall had our lunch @ mac with Vivian , Dickson , Dianwei , Leon , Pearson and field.
Watched gong zhu xiao mei in the class. (:
After school , went to citysquare with Vivian. Saw joy in the train so call her join us too. (: miss her so much , hehe. ^^
Chit chat with her and also had our dinner @ burger king.
Shop around and slack there.
I saw a dress @ cotton on , Charles & Keith wallet and shoes that I like !
But now still no money. ):
Craving for so much things. And I want to get a new phone too , as my phone is so fcuking lag ! Pekchek.
Wait till I have money , still thinking should I work. (:
So shop around , around 7plus trained home.
We alight @ cck , then walk home.
Walk pass Vivian house , I call her to go home but she insist to send me home.
So she wait till I go up she then leave. Haha , like my bf ah. So sweet of her. (:
Around 10pm , baby call me. So happy to receive his call ! ^^ I really miss my baby alot ! Baby , Iloveyou ! ♥

My phone gonna spoil soon. ): So laggy.
Wanna buy a new phone when i got money. (:
Missing baby alot ah ! He is playing pool with his friend now.
Naughty winnie , late home again ! :p Haha.
Train-ed to school with vivian. Was super sleepy, cause only sleep for like 3hours.
During lesson , was sleeping. Didn't listen to lesson. :/
Went out school to had our lunch during break time with vivian , pearson , dickson , field and leon.
I'm sorry baby , don't moody alright. You are always in my mind , i will never ever forget you. I love you. ♥
After that , car back. Lesson as per normal.
Ended school @ 5pm , then train-ed to jp to meet baby even though i am really damn tired. (:
Then bus-ed down to 399 to find jinjeat dii , yingyou bro , zh and victor .
Slack awhil e , then yingyou and victor went off while mingjie came.
Accompany zh wait bus then we cab down to 283. Yingyou and victor was there too.
When with baby some of the things like i cannot know when he talking with friends and I feel so extra sometimes with them.
And everytime go out with baby , his phone sure ring non-stop. Always wondering is who. Haha.
So while accompany zh waiting for bus , got a girl wave @ baby.
Jealous much. Baby see girls again ! ):
Haha , but its alright. Baby favourite. XD
Around 9plus , baby cab send me home. ^^

Be good girl , stay @ home today. (:
Played majong with mummy and grandma , and i win 20bucks. ^^
Baby went out to celebrate darren birthday. Currently @ town playing pool.
Baby playing pool with girl now. And watching midnight show later , and gonna late home again.
Somemore baby keep late reply. ):
Make me wonder what is he doing. Is there something more important than me.
Say i won't think much , won't moody it's impossible.
But i told baby i am not moody , cause i don't wanna spoil his mood.
I'm sorry baby , i lie to you that i am not moody.
Seriously jealous much , heart feel so sour.
But i am alright , guess you had enjoy yourself today. Haha.
You happy i am happy. (: I love you baby. ♥

Totally no mood today. Trained down to school with vivian today.
Reached class , listening to music thinking of baby.
Really no mood doing any work in class , just keep refresh baby profile thinking of him. I hate quarreling.
When class is about to end , baby finally text me.
I'm so happy to recieve his text. In the train otw home , msging baby.
Tears still dropping out , baby like still abit pekchek when i say all those.
I didn't blame him anything , just blame myself for asking too much.
Text half way , he didn't reply. I guess he fall alsleep , he whole day didn't sleep.
Guess he will go out later , and late home again.
Went to bukit panjang mac to had my lunch/dinner with xinyi , then bused home. I miss baby alot , two days didn't see him.
Actually , you are the one that told me don't keep my feeling to myself.
You're the one that told me to tell you whenever i am moody.
So i told you. But after you know , you feel fan and pekchek.
Seriously , should i really tell you or not when i moody ? I really don't know.
You're the want that say you can do anything for me , you want to change for me. I didn't force you to , is your choice.
You're the one that say allow me to talk to guys if i am bored , but i didn't. I know you will moody , and i have you already enough.
And i already didn't accept guys @ fb. I know you also never.
But if you want to , i won't stop you. Just do anything you like , i am alright.
I don't stop you , you don't stop me. You want like this ?
Not that i want all this , i just don't want you to think that why i want do jiu do but you can't.
You also told me that you want make me feel pampered. Is this how you make me feel ?
I know i can't keep want you to give in to me , what you want me to do ? Can tell me ?
I had a million words to say , but i just don't know how.
Seriously , i am tired of everything. I don’t want to keep being the girl that keeps crying about the same things.
Frankly speaking , am i asking too much ? Can anyone tell me ?
And it had been so long i didn't recieve sweet text from you.
And it had been so long i didn't recieve sweet post from you.
And it had been so long i didn't recieve your text when i wake up.
But baby , even though we keep quarrel i won't give up on you. Cause i am deeply in love with you.
Sarang hae. ♥

Ended school @ 5pm. By the time i end , baby just woke up and he texted me.
Quarrel with baby again , so went home straight after school with vivian.
Decided to alight @ cck , as i want to walk slowly home alone.
While walking home , thinking stuff and idk why my tears dropping out.
Vivian text me too , and ask me what happen. I didn't told her anything.
But she just console me , and told me not to think so much.
She say she wants to make me feel pamper , don't know why. And she told me is dangerous to walk home alone like this.
I'm happy that she cares for me , but how i wish that baby was the one that told me this.
Yesterday nights , slept @ around 4am.
Baby sleep first , i also try to sleep but i can't.
So was lying on the bed listening to music , keep thinking. Was damn tired but just can't sleep.
Think until fall asleep , wake up still thinking. Bathing , preparing , otw to school also thinking.
I don't know what the fcuk am i thinking also.
And baby like quite understand other girls. Idk why i feel like this.
Maybe he know alot of girls , thats why i will anyhow think ? Idk.
I just wish that i can be the only one that he only undestand.
The reason why whenever i am moody baby asked me i will say i am not , cause i don't want to feel moody. I already try not to , what else do you want me to do.
I'm really happy to be with him. I don't want to make him feel moody , i want him to be happy.
I know i can't expect him to change so much , and i don't wish him to stress either.
I'm glad that he quit smoke , i believe he already quit.
I just hate myself from controlling him so much.
I don't want to , i don't wish to , i can't stop him and i won't stop him from doing anything from now on.
I just hope he know what i want , and won't do it.
Now i know that everything i do only make you feel stress. Idk what to do anymore.
Baby just told me he not gonna care anymore , it really hurts me.
He is now @ friend house. Late home , stay there and make me think again. (Y)
Baby post :
- Drink , smoke and flirt all I want.
If you already want , so be it. I got nothing to say.
- I need trust.
You can have my trust , but you have to earn it.
- How to prove that I care , when everything you think is negative ? Your life is so negative . That makes me more and more negative .
If there is nothing for me to think , i won't think negative right ? And if you want to say i keep think negative , as if you never ?
Fcuk my life. Fcuk everything.
But i had never regret to be with him.
When i am with him , i am really happy. Feel like i am the happiest girl in the world.



Sometimes, we just have to stop caring.
Have to turn off all emotion & feeling to protect yourself from getting hurt.
Have to stop "caring" about what other people think of you & be yourself.
Sometimes , we have to hide it all not let anyone know how you feel or what you think.
We have to put a smile on our face & pretend everything is fine even when it is not.
And sometimes that's the only way to save yourself from ---x-->> A broken heart.

Happy Birthday to Yuxian ! ^^
Went to teck whye mac @ around 2plus to had lunch with sisters.
Slack @ mac while waiting for baby text.
Baby texted me @ around 3plus , everytime so late wake up de. ):
So while waiting for his reply to see meet him where , we walked to lot1.
Trained down to jurong east to meet baby , jinjeat dii , zh and darren.
After that , bused down to bugis .
When in the bus with baby , we passby a bridge. I guess is henderson wave , i not sure.
Baby say there is nice , so i asked him who came with him here before. He didn't say anything , just like Er er ..
I guess it should be last time came with his ex .
Abit moody , was thinking how was it like when they together. How romantic ya ? Haha.
Went bugis to buy ice-cream cake @ swensens then went to yuxian house.
Reached yuxian house , baby was playing with the dog while i watching tv. Can see baby love dog alot.
Slack @ his house , while waiting for him to come home.
He didn't know we were there. Baby they all is giving him a surprise. (:
Around 9plus , yuxian , hanquan bro , jeremy and eileen came. Cut cake and took pic.
Left there @ around 10plus with sisters , while baby stay with them.
When leaving , i heard yx mum said to baby. What kind of bf is this , gf leaving never send her down.
I walked to lift , looked behind and saw baby. I asked why he come.
He replied , if don't come later yx mum will nag again.
So that's the reason ? Do you really care for my safety ?
Baby always send me home unless we had a fight. But he didn't , he stay with them.
Is it he bu she de "them" ? Laugh.
Baby say careful and tata when i leave. I act like nothing happen , and i smile and left.
Words showing that you care for me is never enough , if you really care prove it.
Was thinking alot in the train. Seriously , I hate myself for thinking so much. And i hate it that i get jealous so easily.
Maybe i should just forget about this. Forgive and Forget. (:
Yesterday , had a dream. Was dreaming baby with another girl and ignore me.
Keep having this kind of dream. Guess i am too afraid that baby will leave me bah. Haha.
Baby you are my love , my life , my everything. I love you. ♥

My phone is so lag ! ):
Currently msging baby now , and i miss him alot ! ♥
Woke up @ 12plus today. First things i do everyday when i wake up is text baby. (:
So after msging baby , went to prepare.
Then bused down to jp with sisters to meet jingting.
Shop around , then went to Mini bits.
Xinyi bought a white wallet there that cost $33.
I'm the one that intro her the wallet. Envy much ! ):
Went to burger king to had our lunch while waiting for baby , jinjeat dii and zhenghua come.
After they came , we went to mac as they wanna eat.
Slack around jp then bused down to batok to find yingyou bro and their friends.
Slack there till 8plus then bused home.
Baby , jinjeat dii and zhenghua send us home.
Reached home @ 9plus. :D
Yesterday night , keep anyhow think. Seriously , idk am i keep comparing myself with her.
Maybe i really lose to her? Baby say me and her same.
Kinda sad. But , nevermind. I will try my best to be a good gf , i will not lose her. (:
I do love you alot baby ! 我不会离开你的 ! ♥

Actually meeing baby after school , but in the end went home straight.
As baby so late then wake up. Pig ah him ! But i still love him alot ! ^^
Miss him like hell luhs. D:
In class , keep waiting for his text.
But he too pig liao , when i am otw home he then wake up. So didn't meet him today.
Reached home , ate pancake for dinner.
Yesterday night , was so random thinking last time how is it like when baby and his ex together.
Is it like how he treat me now , or even better? Idk. I don't know why am i keep anyhow think.
I'm sot. It's past , and i still can feel so jealous.
I also asked baby , did her ex bought him anything last time.
He said yeah alot , and she also do cook for him too.
I was like abit moody. I'm so fail , didn't buy anything for him before.
I don't even know how to cook. I'm not a good gf. ):
I really love my baby and i will cherish our this relationship. I love you baby ! ♥
Currently listening to music and reading baby ex blog now.
Haha. I'm sucha boliao girl.Seriously , nothing to do.
Damn bored and damn headache now. I miss my baby alot ! D:

I'm missing baby now ! Having headache too. D:
Yesterday didn't went out with baby. ): But went out with mummy , grandma and relative.
My mummy went out earlier , while me and my sisters went out later.
So after preparing , trained down to lavenda with sisters.
Slack there and had lunch there. After eating , baby called me.
We chat on phone , and baby say i love you to me. Hehe ^^ My baby so cute lah. ^^
Around 6plus , me and my sisters went to bugis to meet my mummy , grandma and relative.
Had our dinner @ swensens. (:
Missing baby alot and whatever i do , i will never forget my baby.
I love you fung jianwen ! ♥

Today , had fun with baby alot. ♥
Woke up @ 1pm , then had lunch @ home.
After preparing , went to baby house with sisters. ♥
Jinjeat dii and baby sis is @ home too.
Slack @ baby house. Around 5plus , chenshen and zhenhua came.
Bused down to west coast there play pool after that.
Around 7plus , jinjeat dii and zhenhua went off. Then yuxian came.
We play till around 8plus , then went to had our dinner.
While walking to bus stop , baby saw his friend.
Baby friend send us home after that.
Reached home @ 10plus. :D



Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world.
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love.
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart.
Only girl in the world , only one. ♥

School ended @ 11plus today. Went home straight.
Reached home , prepare then bused down to jp with sisters to meet baby & Damien. 
Happy to see baby ! Hehe ^^
Ate mac for lunch. After eating , went arcade.
Bused down to find damien friend after that.
Around 5plus , meet hk bro @ blk 679 coffee shop.
Slack awhile then went back to jp.
Waited for Damien then bused down together to near zhenhua sec there as they having lion dance.
My sisters and I stay @ lion dance there with them till 9plus then we left.
After that , me and my sisters went bukit panjang to have our dinner and then bused home.
Reached home @ 10plus. :D
Had fun with baby alot today. ^^
While walking home , baby text me.
Was so happy to receive his text. <3 like finally he ended his lion dance. (:
I'm glad that baby say he gonna change for me.
He say he not gonna smoke , drink , late home , no vulgar and no short temper.
I'm really happy to hear that. (: 
But I know not every of my word you will listen , you have you own thinking too.
Like tattoo , you still going to put it.
So I shall not expect that you will listen everything to me.
I will not tell you what I don't like already , cause you will still do what you want. No point telling. (:
Don't just say it by words , prove it with actions.
Baby , my love for you getting deeper and deeper and my feeling for you will never fade.
I miss you and I will never leave you. I love you. <3

 

Didn't went for pe today again , so reached school @ 1pm.
During lesson , had mac as my lunch in class.:>
As per normal listening to music in class and thinking of baby.
Ended school early today. Went home straight as baby helping friends with lion dance things , can't meet. ):
While in the train , was thinking of baby all along. ♥
I miss baby and I want to see him badly. ):
Reached home @ 6plus and had rice balls as dinner.
Baby is currenly busy with lion dance thingy now , can't text with him. ):
I am listening to music and missing him while waiting for his text. ♥
I really miss him alot. ): Wonder what is he doing there.
Is he really that busy ? ): One text also didn;t recieve from him.
Just a text also can't ? ): I miss him like hell !
I miss you ! Do you miss me too ? :3
Had a long time didn't recieve any sweet text from baby le.
Even our first month , he didn't even send me. Kinda sad.
Haha , but its okay. I know he love me can le.
Yesterday night , baby is really damn blur and cute lah.
I was hinting him thing but he don't know what i mean.
No matter how i hint him everything , he wont't what i want him to do.
Maybe he know , but he love that and still choose to do it ? Idk.
Sometimes i will get abit pekchek when hinting him , but i still love him alot.
Seriously ,
相爱也许很容易相处需要学习,
多给对方一点空间不要什么都小气,
别给对方太多压力就不会透不过气。
Maybe i should not bother so much about him.
Let him do what he want , what he like. Be himself.
Like that i guess he will be much more happier and won't be so stress.
He may not be perfect , but he is perfect for me.
Nobody is perfect , i am not perfect too. So i shall not ask so much. (:
Seriously , i am really happy to be with him. I have no regrets.
♥ I love you , Fungjianwen aka Zhujianwen. :P

No school today.♥ ^^
So meet baby @ my house bus-stop then went to fetch xinyi together.
The weather was damn hot. :/
Waited for jinjeat end school too , and then went to had our lunch.
After that , went to jinjeat house slack while waiting xinyan & zh.
After they came , we went bowl to play pool and slack.
While playing pool , baby went toilet. hen he came back, i smell cigg smell fro him.
The smell seriously like those of my friend that went came back went they went for smoke.
But i didn't say anything just keep quiet , cause i know if he never and i accuse him he will be very pekchek.
I believe him he never smoke , thats why when he ask me to smell his hand i didn't.
I believe he won't lie to me , hope he won't disappoint me again. (:
So around 6plus , went mac as xinyan wanna eat.
After that , bused down to S11 slack awhile then went home.
Baby , jinjeat dii & zh send us home.
Reached home @ 9plus. :D

Sigh ~ Baby just told me he gonna help his friends for lion dance this week as very less people.
Damn sad luhs ): , can't see him for this week.
Still thought friday end early can go out with him , and also sat. ):
Tmr will be going home straight le bah , since he busy.
No him like so damn sian luhs.
Will miss him alot. ): And i am missing him alot now already.
Without him , life like nothing. He is everything to me , i love my baby zhu jianwen ! ♥

The very first time i reached home so early after school.
Reached home @ 6.40pm. Had maggie & pizza for dinner.
Was thinking should i text baby for the whole day.
In class , listening to lots of sad songs. Like emo-ing for the whole day.
After dinner , decided to text baby and ask what happen. And now we are okay already. (:
Still kinda moody , when reading baby post.
Baby post:
Tired to be somebody for someone . When someone think I am nobody .
- You are never nobody to me , you are everything to me. Sad that you are tired to be with me.
What is the real meaning of important ? When i didn't even felt it ?
I'm sorry that didn't make you feel any important at all , but you are really important to me. I just too angry thats why didn't take the intiative to text you. But i did it at last.
Need to know where i stand .
- You stand in the first place same as my family.
Hate people for neglecting how the others feel .
- I never neglect how you feel. How you feel i feel it too , just that idk what to do.
Have alot more things to learn !
- (Wondering what is it.)
Totally fucked up mood today .
- I'm sorry for making you moody.
Fucking take things for granted only .
- I don't know what i did , but i am sorry if i ask too much from you.
I shall not ask too much from you le.
You like late home , like tattoo , like to smoke , like to drink or whatsoever so do it.
I don't bother anymore , i shall not control you so much. Like that you will feel freedom , feel happy le right? HAHA.
What i say , i really mean it. Imissyou.♥
Lastly , i love you alot and i will never leave you.♥

Hate having flu , sore throat and headache ! D:
Reached school half an hour early today. First time reached school so early. Haha.
And finally i had done my photoshop assignment. (:
During break time went to NEX with Dianwei , Field , Dickson , Leon , Yuancong , Gali & Alex to had our lunch @ mad jack.
We was late 30mins for the next lesson.
Baby , zh and sisters came to fetch me from school.
Went to vivo ipod store awhile as xinyi ipod spoil.
After that bused down to bowl. Almost kena bang by the car , chiong so fast. Nabei !
Had dinner @ mac with sisters while baby went to find his friends.
Around 9pm , bused home.
While in the bus , was thinking alot.
Seriously , i don't know wtf did i do wrong and you have to treat me like this.
Fcuking flu already make me so pekchek already and now you want give attitude for no reason.
Your words look like you care for me , but your actions ain't look like you are caring for me.
You are the want that say don't keep feeling to yourself and now you quarrel with me without telling me what i had done.
Again and again we quarrel , i am so sick and tired of it.
Fcuking fcuktard , fcuking pissed off lah ! -'-

Went down to jp with sisters to meet baby , jinjeat dii & darren.
Reached there , shop and slack around.
After awhile baby came. Saw chenshen and zt too.
Went to baby house slack while waiting for zh.
Around 7plus zh came. Went to jp to had our dinner.
After eating , we went to garden there and slack.
Bought pizza and chill crab home for mummy. (:
Baby and zh send us home and then they went home.
Reached home @ 10plus. :D

Woke up @ 1plus today.
Thinking with sisters deciding where to go. Singapore really damn small luhs , don't know where to go.
Decided to go bowl to meet baby.
So after preparing , bused down to lakeside with sisters.
While taking bused to bowl from lakeside , saw baby and zh in the bus.
Reached bowl , waited for darren then went to eat.
Went to slack @ arcade after that.
Around 6plus , bused down to chinese garden.
Slack and walk around there.
After walking around was damn tired , but i had enjoy myself. (: Cause with baby ! HEHE ^^ I love my baby alot ! ♥
Around 8plus , went to have our dinner then bused home.
Reached home @ 10plus. :D

Late for school again. This week i am late for like everyday. :X
I shall wake up straight away when the alarm ring le uh. Not thinking to sleep five or ten mins more , is not i will be late again ! :3
Waited for lrt for so damn long.
In the morning is like so many people can ! So damn squeezy. -.- Hate it max !
While in the lrt , recieved a text from vivian.
She was late too , so we meet @ cck.
We trained down to jurong , then cab to from from jurong.
Reached class , as per normal keep typing the HTML code. Damn boring !
Ended school @ 11plus.
Waited for joy then went to safra play pool.
Around 3plus went to jp to meet baby , xinyi , xinyan , hanquan bro , jinjeat dii , darren & damien.
Slack around then went to buy movie ticket , watched the show THOR.
After show , went to eat then went to slack.
I wearing ite polo tee can't go in arcade , so stay outside arcade while the rest play inside. Baby accompany me. (:
Baby saw zh , went to chat with him then he told me that he wanna go find the girl and wish her happy birthday.
so he went to find her , while i waited outside arcade myself.
was thinking alot while waiting for baby , wonder what is he doing with her all this.
Somemore the girl is his ex friend , make me think even more.
Really hate myself for thinking so much luhs. ): Sucks max !
After baby came back , we busedd home.
Baby send us home , then he went to find his friends.
Reached home @ 10plus.

First month with baby today ! ♥ ^^
Had enjoyed myself today , although baby didn't plan anything. (:
Went bugis with peiling , then bused down to chinatown kpool to meet joy.
Around 4plus , baby came. ♥ After that , bused to vivo.
Shop & slack around. Baby and joy keep bully me ! But baby is so cute lah , hehe. ^^
In the arcade , me and joy is like so crazy. LOL
Around 7plus , they went home while me and baby went bowl.
Reached there , went to kopitiam eat then bused down to yingyou bro house.
At his house , baby playing dota while i resting.
Baby like so enjoy himself when playing dota. But i don't understand at all , like so boring only. Is dota really that fun ?
Around 9plus , baby send me home. ♥
After sending me , he went to find his friends.
Reached home @ 10plus. :D

Was late for school today.
Class as per normal , damn sian. In class thinking of baby again , really miss him alot.
School ended @ 5pm today. Baby came to fetch me , and he reach my school @ around 3plus.
He never late for today , good ah. HEHE ^^
So he waited for me @ canteen. Went to find jinjeat dii , yingyou bro & zhenghua @ taman cc.
Before that , we went to coffee shop eat.
Slack @ void deck , after awhile mingjie came.
He stay awhile jiu went off liao.
Went to jinjeat house downstair slack.
Around 8plus , went off.
Baby send me home , then after that went to jinjeat house.
Reached home @ 9plus. :D


Abit disapointed in baby today , but i okay i will try not to think about it. (:
I still do love him alot. And my love for him is getting deeper and deeper. Its true. ♥
Baby ! Don't think too much alright !?
I will never leave you & don't think you not fit to be with me okay !
I LOVE YOU ! And i really mean it. ♥ ^^

Woke up @ 10plus today.
After preparing , bused down to lakeside as xinyi wanna reborn her hair.
So went there , and we waited for about two hours plus. Is like so bored , and bored until i fall asleep inside the saloon for around 30mins.
Was damn headache , and i miss my baby alot ! ):
After that , bused down to jp shop & slack awhile.
Then went to baby house. ^^ Jinjeat dii , darren & baby sis was there.
Reached there , baby didn't really care about me. He was just watching his show , like i am invisible. -.-
Only his sis was like entertain us. His sis is damn friendly and kawaii neh. Haha :D
Baby after watch finish his show , then he talk to me.
I was like damn sad , and somehow angry. I was thinking and wondering . is his show more important than me ?
But i choose not to angry him , cause i don't want to quarrel for small stuff. The most i will just like moody awhile. (: But still will keep think about it lah. Haha.
At night , baby cooked dinner for us. My baby is so sweet right! Hehe , i love him alot lah ! ♥ ^^
Around 8plus left there , and bused home.
Baby use his sis phone text me , until i reach home he then return to his sis.
While in the bus , i think alot.
Although i forgive him , but whats done already done. I will never forget.
I'm not really that angry , just sad.
Reached home @ 9plus.


I really miss my baby alot , and i found out that my love for him getting more and more.
And i will never leave him.
I don't know why the more i love him , the more i can't feel how much does he love me. ):
Maybe i think too much , i should stop anyhow think. (:
Hope that baby phone fast repair , i just can't wait to text with him.
Seriously , will die man. ): So hard to contact him !
And i miss him like hell man ! WO AI NI , FUNG JIANWEN ! ♥ ^^