Totally no mood today. Trained down to school with vivian today.
Reached class , listening to music thinking of baby.
Really no mood doing any work in class , just keep refresh baby profile thinking of him. I hate quarreling.
When class is about to end , baby finally text me.
I'm so happy to recieve his text. In the train otw home , msging baby.
Tears still dropping out , baby like still abit pekchek when i say all those.
I didn't blame him anything , just blame myself for asking too much.
Text half way , he didn't reply. I guess he fall alsleep , he whole day didn't sleep.
Guess he will go out later , and late home again.
Went to bukit panjang mac to had my lunch/dinner with xinyi , then bused home. I miss baby alot , two days didn't see him.
Actually , you are the one that told me don't keep my feeling to myself.
You're the one that told me to tell you whenever i am moody.
So i told you. But after you know , you feel fan and pekchek.
Seriously , should i really tell you or not when i moody ? I really don't know.
You're the want that say you can do anything for me , you want to change for me. I didn't force you to , is your choice.
You're the one that say allow me to talk to guys if i am bored , but i didn't. I know you will moody , and i have you already enough.
And i already didn't accept guys @ fb. I know you also never.
But if you want to , i won't stop you. Just do anything you like , i am alright.
I don't stop you , you don't stop me. You want like this ?
Not that i want all this , i just don't want you to think that why i want do jiu do but you can't.
You also told me that you want make me feel pampered. Is this how you make me feel ?
I know i can't keep want you to give in to me , what you want me to do ? Can tell me ?
I had a million words to say , but i just don't know how.
Seriously , i am tired of everything. I don’t want to keep being the girl that keeps crying about the same things.
Frankly speaking , am i asking too much ? Can anyone tell me ?
And it had been so long i didn't recieve sweet text from you.
And it had been so long i didn't recieve sweet post from you.
And it had been so long i didn't recieve your text when i wake up.
But baby , even though we keep quarrel i won't give up on you. Cause i am deeply in love with you.
Sarang hae. ♥