This few days really think alot , make me can't sleep.
I'm thinking baby all day long. 
I suddenly feel that baby don't love me that much already.
I am thinking ...
Baby say he don't feel jealousy anymore. Does he still love me like last time?
Love is always like this. When it starts , it will be sweet like honey but when times get longer everything change.
And I am the one keep posting @ his wall , and i keep wanting to find him.
I didn't see him post @ my wall or want to find me. 
But I don't blame him. I know , he didn't post @ my wall because he less fb , didn't find me cause he is tired.
I don't know what he thinking this few days. Maybe is because of the court things that make us drift and stress alot.
I know he more stress than me. I just wish I can read his mind.
I just hope that nothing will happen to him for tmr court.
No matter what happen I will wait for baby. I will last with him.
Baby , you are the only guy that make me love so deep.
In my heart you are always important.
But just hope he have some plan for his future , not just keep sleeping. :3 
Really can't sleep but I shall sleep now , cause finding baby later on. ^^
Goodnights ! ♥


Edited ------
Bused to baby house alone. While waiting for bus , got two guys get down from the bus keep look @ me.
I look up the bus , got one more guy looking @ me.
Seriously , what so nice to look at. -.- Retarded.
Reached baby house , Darren , yuxian and zhenghua was there too.
He busy playing maple , so i sit down see him play.
Abit angry cause i like invisible he didn't care me , but i am still happy. Cause i can see him. (:
I feel so left out , but after playing he jiu talk to me le.
Went bowl after that. Me and baby ate subway as our dinner.
After awhile , jinjeat dii and chenshen came. Went to play pool.
Around 9plus , baby send me home with jinjeat dii and yuxian.
I know we both are thinking about court things this few days.
We seems like not so close like last time already. Everything like change.
But my love didn't change at all , is getting deeper and deeping.
Yeah. I still can live without you , but baby it will never be the same you know?
I still care you alot , love you alot. And i need you and i want you. ♥
Really hope nothing will happen to baby.
Baby , iloveyou and imissyou. ♥